Sonnet: a wait

Two changes of the wat’ry-star hath been
Two shepherd note, dear, since we have parted
And life to me hath been too cruel and mean
That I nearly give in this for-nought-wait
For thou art the day, I the lonely night:
Mine and thine eyen never meet each to each
A second to be an eternity
It seemeth, yet verily shall I wait for thee
For the sake of my vow, thou beseech’d
As thou art the sunny day, I the nyght
And my devotion,’tis never o’er
To the nth of degree; by thy love ‘tis fed
Therefore I vow: I shall love thee ever

:::Coli

I shall never

Was it close to me, I shall never know
Love appeared like a morning sun
--and while I was not quite awake—
It disappeared like red sunset
To where it went, I shall never know
Love stole my breath just a while
But my heart is stolen forever
Where it might be hidden
I shall never see
Love came without eternity
But it traces trodden eternally
--in my memory,
Where the first impression of you
Remains in everlasting beauty
When it could be forgotten, oh no,
I dare not to try,
And I shall never

:::Akbar

At 3.00 in The Morning
While Expanding my Consciousness

Sometimes i just want to love you not,
My cuckoo sweet boo
Cuz u’re the only

Come and be with me again
Now at three in the morn
I will swing with u till the night drop on to a dot
And wish we were never born

(There was Baudelaire in my head
Be drunk, he said
Yes, I have it already; a piece of poetry and a swig of brandy)

This night has no tomorrow, I guess
No dawn nor sun could invite it for a rest

Sometimes i just want to love you not,
My cuckoo sweet boo
Cuz u’re the only

Who say somethin’ like u’ve got to be strong now
honestly, I bet you never dig the sorrow
of Neruda’s saddest lines
when no dew fall on the grass

O, the god of acid and weed
or everyhell could stop me bleed
Shatter my solitude as you wish
And show me what’s left far inside my eyes
A moment, the lineaments—
Of no gratified desire...

:::Soedra